The Dutch celebrate St.Nicholas Day on the 5th, while Northern France and Belgium on the 6th. Totally forgot until Anna posted the song on my wall, and then I looked it up and there is a Dutch store 20 minutes from campus. So, either tomorrow or tuesday after class, I'm gonna go and pick up a few things!! So excited!! AAAHHHH!! Anywho, that's that :)
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Sinterklaas
The Dutch celebrate St.Nicholas Day on the 5th, while Northern France and Belgium on the 6th. Totally forgot until Anna posted the song on my wall, and then I looked it up and there is a Dutch store 20 minutes from campus. So, either tomorrow or tuesday after class, I'm gonna go and pick up a few things!! So excited!! AAAHHHH!! Anywho, that's that :)
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Beautiful
Sister got married, various friends are in relationships, one girl is contemplating whether a guy we both know is interested in her, every movie and book has some sort of underlying love plot line to it. The world is so corrupt with worldly love.
I wish I could be content with God's love alone, but people are always saying "you'll find someone, you just haven't crossed paths, or it might take a bit to meet them." I'm waiting for prince charming, but I feel like in the end I may just be wanting to have someone love me and be with me for the rest of our lives. I'm sure when I meet that person I'll know it, but having never been in a relationship of that sort I'm scared to get in too deep for fear of falling for someone else, but not liking them in the end and realizing it too late.
I hate being around people who are all gushy, but I want to feel the same. I glad for them, but I wish they would stop flaunting it.
Have given up on guys for a bit because not really in a place to think about them, more so just getting through school and finding a stable base. I can't help but still think about being in a relationship and as I get older finding more things I would like in a guy.
I'm also scared of getting hurt and being taken advantage of, and not realizing it until it's too late.
I'm scared of being alone, but I'm scared of committment.
I wish I could be content with God's love alone, but people are always saying "you'll find someone, you just haven't crossed paths, or it might take a bit to meet them." I'm waiting for prince charming, but I feel like in the end I may just be wanting to have someone love me and be with me for the rest of our lives. I'm sure when I meet that person I'll know it, but having never been in a relationship of that sort I'm scared to get in too deep for fear of falling for someone else, but not liking them in the end and realizing it too late.
I hate being around people who are all gushy, but I want to feel the same. I glad for them, but I wish they would stop flaunting it.
Have given up on guys for a bit because not really in a place to think about them, more so just getting through school and finding a stable base. I can't help but still think about being in a relationship and as I get older finding more things I would like in a guy.
I'm also scared of getting hurt and being taken advantage of, and not realizing it until it's too late.
I'm scared of being alone, but I'm scared of committment.
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