Sister got married, various friends are in relationships, one girl is contemplating whether a guy we both know is interested in her, every movie and book has some sort of underlying love plot line to it. The world is so corrupt with worldly love.
I wish I could be content with God's love alone, but people are always saying "you'll find someone, you just haven't crossed paths, or it might take a bit to meet them." I'm waiting for prince charming, but I feel like in the end I may just be wanting to have someone love me and be with me for the rest of our lives. I'm sure when I meet that person I'll know it, but having never been in a relationship of that sort I'm scared to get in too deep for fear of falling for someone else, but not liking them in the end and realizing it too late.
I hate being around people who are all gushy, but I want to feel the same. I glad for them, but I wish they would stop flaunting it.
Have given up on guys for a bit because not really in a place to think about them, more so just getting through school and finding a stable base. I can't help but still think about being in a relationship and as I get older finding more things I would like in a guy.
I'm also scared of getting hurt and being taken advantage of, and not realizing it until it's too late.
I'm scared of being alone, but I'm scared of committment.
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